So I finally decided to get my lazy butt up and go to the gym about an hour ago, I was pushing myself, trying to switch to the right clothes and stuff. Anyway, so I got on my bike and just pedaled there, and enthusiastically parked my bike and went up the stairs. Then pulled the door. Only, the door wouldn’t open so I was all “OMG ITS BROKEN!!!!” Then I keep pulling the goddam door, and thats when I realized there was no one inside and the sign inside said “Friday 7:00am - 9:00pm”……… As I finally realized the situation I was in, I felt pretty stupid and embarassed. Since passing people who just came out cuz it was closed were giving me a strange look. DDD:
So my family is planning to go to Vietnam for 2 weeks straight. They told me we’re gonna have a great time, eat lots of tasty food. Well, seems like something I’d wanna do, though I don’t really feel comfortable with relatives who fully speaks viet, it just sounds… weird.. no idea haha, nah, I’m the weird one ;]. Anyway, they gave me a choice to stay here or not and to be frank, part of me wants to go but another half of myself wants to stay and just enjoy my time with friends. To be honest though, we haven’t really done that many of a chill out recently. Only once this week apparently. Hmm… Haha, I guess I’ll go, It’ll be my first time ever visiting so hell, why not. the worst that could happen is a plane crash, haha, and I doubt thats gonna happen. I always thought plane rides were pretty fun to be in. Especially the service and food ^^
Something to look forward to? I hope so… Got my fingers crossed :P
Where did I put them?! Did I drop them on the way home!? T_T Noooo…. Hopefully I just left them at the gym unattended… hopefully… -sigh- My mom would be so pissed right now since she already had to pay for the chem book…
I don’t know why, but I have this contradictory mindset. I fear the dark… yet somehow, I’m completely drawn to it. The night feels greater than the day. It feels so relaxing, just to be out and have a calm thought to myself. Not too long ago, I took a past midnight walk around town, just sightseeing and thinking to myself (cause I’m weird, sorry, but it helps). I wonder if its because not a lot of people are around, and I just like this subtle feeling that’s been going on and off. But doing this, I create my own world, in my mind. Somewhere to just run off to, because at least then, those doubts about who gave a fuck as a companion and who doesn’t. those looks of belittlement and disappointment. What is to be expected and what societal influence has driven me to do, at least all those wouldn’t exist… Because in my own little world, there’s only one thing that does. Comfort. Plain, fake comfort from reality.
This reminds of the time when we walked down the path to Fiodh (me, you ,marwynne, Mike and maybe lito I think? One of us found this random pokemon tape on the ground and I wonder if Mike ever bothered keeping the tape to watch it or just dumped it halfway, haha I forgot… Wouldve been excited if that tape was haunted :)
So the people at Full Sail University called me...
and they said told me the university was outside the state @__@;;… damit. I most likely wont be able to do that, haha. ]: Unless I do enough scholarships to actually afford all the fees. Dangits. Gotta do well Senior year too..
Woke up around noon as usual. Dragged myself near my laptop, and just surfed around the internet to keep me awake. I then hurried to brush my teeth and eat breakfast then go on the desktop to chat, and play games… Man was I still bored ):. Decided to just get on my tablet and practice doing some artwork.. no luck with that either. Was pretty uninspired and unmotivated. Headed to the gym after… 50 minutes and burning only 110 calories… I went straight home -_-“… Maan today was a total fail. Grr, I need to be more productive.. and motivated. Time to look forward to tommorow.. But maybe I shouldn’t, I might end up dissapointed.
So a baby cat came inside my place in the living room while I was just surfing the web, and since my mom is scared of cats for some reason >.>, I went into the living room to pick it up and return it outside… I felt kinda bad though, but it turns our it belongs to someone else so its all good. Thats when it struck me. I want a pet cat now. I bet things would be a little bit more interesting with one around.
You mean limewire? I thought it was just cuz of java….?
When i try to download limewire, it says i have to download java. but then when i try installing java, it says some crap about the installation being interupted and stuff. so i have to uninstall the other JRE crap thats inside….
wait, i remember having to do some crap to my comp. to remove a program that was hella hard to get rid of. I think i know how, but then again, i’m not sure xD
Gah! tell me what you did! or at least give me a vague answer so I can hav and idea on what to do
well, i had a virus once that i couldn’t delete with my spyware, that i had to do it manually. Open “My computer” then click search. Choose the option to look for all files and documents with a close name. In your case, i guess it’d be java or something. then just delete it. You don’t really have to uninstall it, but just make sure it’s gone. Well, it worked for me anyway. I don’t know if this helped at all :/
marlon trust me Ive done everything i can on that comp.. I tried dling java but its bugged and the system on that comp is bugged. the only way to fix it is to reformat it. Some destroyed Java and it cant be redled. Ive tried everything x]
NO! i will not give up! I may be almish but I’ll try to delete all the java!
go to set access programs and defualts and click on all files and program, and find java then click uninstall.