This day went by real quick, came to school with people greeting my with birthday wishes throughout the entire day. It just kinda lifted my mood after all that took place. But as usual I was just feeling out of it a bit on the inside until I went home and just relaxed the whole night with computer games and whatnot.
Woke up pretty darn late, was supposed to meet up with Jrod at around 10, and ended up going there with Rodolfo at 11, haha. Old habits seriously die hard. Anyway, me and Rodolfo just talked along the way, and it just made the walk seem 30 minutes shorter than it actually was. After we arrived and met up with Jasdeep, Jarrod and his dad, we got a ride to the party. Once we arrived at John’s place, we just placed the food in the kitchen, and I just started playing on the piano. Shortly after that, we headed upstairs and played Plants vs Zombies (me and Jasdeep). That game is pretty fun no lie, sadly we didn’t get to finish it, but it didn’t really bother me. After most of the people came in, we got food and began munching down them good stuff.
Soon after that, Joyce, Andie and Shannon came. They got us a pretty funny/cool shirt, cookies, and cake, which were freaking orgasmic as I tried them both at Jarrod’s place. For the rest of the day, people just chilled, played games, cards (strip 21 :P), piano, and all of those other stuff :D. After the party ended, me, Jarrod, Jasdeep, Marwynne, Marlon, Mike, and Phong got a ride to the light rail where we had a pretty good adventure and literally got wet together :D yay, that didn’t sound gay at all. Anyway, we parted ways after awhile along the road, and then it was just Jarrod, Jasdeep and Phone with me. We got a ride shortly from Jasdeep’s sister to drop us off at Jarrod’s place. The conversation she made made me laugh on the inside. Me and Jarrod got dropped off, the rest just headed their way after Jasdeep picked up his stuff at Jarrod’s place. For the rest of the night, we just watched family guy, House, and adventure time. Slept and had an awesome dream.
Woke up after that pretty interesting dream. We watched Dragonball Z, and shortly halfway through the show, Jarrod’s dad was cooking tater tots, with extra stuff in it. I gotta admit, that thing was the shit, Best tater tots I’ve ever eaten, and I’m not exaggerating. After that, we went to the room, and played Sonic, and another game which I forgot the name of. A little bit of raging here and there. Sneaked in a couple of talks and laughs about weird crap haha.
After a while we got ready to go out and have dinner with him and his family. I think it was my first time coming to a legit Mexican restaurant. I wasn’t really sure what to get so I just got what Jarrod was having xD. the food ended up tasting great. Got really full afterwards, and then out of nowhere, we were given a plate of chocolate mousse, and the waiters and waitresses along with Jarrod’s family sang “Happy Birthday” to us. I was pretty much speechless to the point where I forgot to blow the candles at the end haha. Had talks the whole remainder of the dinner about random stuff with the whole family. Then got a ride back to my place. Went on mab, rebirthed my character, then got leap attack, which was pretty sick.
This weekend was a weekend indeed to remember. So many good moments have happened minute by minute and hour by hour. Frankly, this was something I really needed in a long time, genuinely laughing and smiling with friends and just plain out having a great time throughout it all.
Thinking back, I mostly accepted everything that happened so far. Losing friends, gaining new ones. Yet, the closest ones are always the ones hardest to let go, and they also have the most painful effect on you, or at least to me they do. I guess I just didn’t want to deal with the feeling of being alone amidst the crowd I’m in, so I distanced myself from everyone knowing that its gonna kill me on the inside, but deep down I just wanted someone to lift my spirits up, but at the same time, I don’t want pity from people. These past 4 months of my life was insanely stressful, I didn’t want to think too much about the same garbage, but every time I try to think of reasons to distance myself more from people, someone just gives me a little bit more reason to stay. It was conflicting for me, confusing at the very least. Now, I really don’t know anymore. Life seriously can’t go on for me like this. It’s pretty tiring not knowing who you can count on at the very end.
I’m turned 18 at last, and somehow, it feels nice, to grow up once in a while. I mean, looking back, I never imagined myself to turn out like this, and frankly, I’m really grateful for all the changes here and there that took place within a span of 18 years of my life. I feel a little bit happy inside knowing this. All the formality, all the overly matureness, I don’t think I’m gonna start acting up on them any time soon… Or ever. I’m not really a big fan of those kinds of things, although I understand sometimes that I need to act like that to show respect. Honestly, I have more confidence and feel more comfortable talking to people casually, it lifts up the air of tension, and at the same time, I’m able to be… Me.
I gotta start filling out those empty job applications and turn them in ASAP. My god, I’ve been slacking off on that for waaay too long. I don’t wanna bitch about it later on and have to worry about being a broke lil hobo.
So I just finished getting my wisdom tooth removed, well, one of them anyway. Turns out my mom thinks she’s gonna get a cheaper deal by doing it separately, cause of the insurance, which got me kind of annoyed since they even told her that the price ain’t gonna change even WITH the insurance. well whatevs, I dont think it even matters anymore. Well… I havent eaten anything yet.. and I wish I could >.<
I hate how everything just adds up. My life at school, my life with my family. Everything just becomes one giant ball of stress. This feeling is coming back to me, That familiar feeling… being sick of everything. Sick of the bitching, the whining, the crying, hell, I’m getting sick of having no privacy in the house and all the racist bullshit from my mom. But I guess I have to thank all of them… for making me stronger than I ever was, I stood up and just had enough of it all a couple of years back, and they never bothered with all the belts, the brooms, and flying projectiles. All it costed me, was my sanity at that certain moment.
Its not like I’ll be home til 1 in the morning anyway so it doesn’t matter anymore. Dont get me wrong. I’m grateful for everything else, too bad the rest outweighs it. All the bullshit you let me go through before? I’ll never fucking forgive you for it. You should be happy though, one more year and you wont have to see my face in this house. Oh, and on the contrary, I’ll probably ditch in the middle of the mass every time you force me to go. That place just gives me a mental headache. I gave up on God, after the past 8 years of unanswered prayers, fine, judge me, but I made up my mind a long time ago. I never felt such a presence in me. I don’t know why it took so long for me to decide what I am.
Answer with what you think you know, and then I’ll score you on what you got right. Steal this if you want!
( 2 Points ) My name: ( 2 Points ) My last name: ( 5 Points ) Take a stab at my middle name: ( 3 Points ) Who am I in love with: ( 2 Points ) Where did we meet: ( 2 Points ) What kind of car do I drive: ( 2 Points ) Where do I work: ( 3 Points ) Something that I am afraid of: ( 2 Points ) Do I smoke: ( 3 Points ) Do I drink: ( 2 Points ) Do I have any siblings: ( 2 Points ) How many: ( 1 Point ) Do I like ‘em: ( 4 Points ) What’s one of my favorite things to do: ( 2 Points ) How many piercings do I have: ( 3 Points ) Name a song that I love: ( 4 Points ) Am I shy or outgoing: ( 3 Points ) Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules: ( 2 Points ) What’s my favorite color: ( 3 Points ) Name something I hate: ( 4 Points ) Name a talent I have: ( 4 Points ) Do I have any pets: ( 5 Points ) What is the color of my room: ( 5 Points ) Give me a movie or TV quote that I love: ( 5 Points + on creativeness ) If I were stranded on a desert island, what would I bring:
You guys just took the one fucking thing thats been keeping me sane and unstressed. Oh well, nothing left to look forward to now by coming home early. Guess I’ll just get ready for a long night out here after.
The power to reach extraordinary physical speed without exhaustion or overheating due to friction. Not to be confused with Enhanced Agility. Also known asSuperhuman Speed or Sonic Velocity.
Can maneuver at everything sonic speed. A high level, can reach 1085 miles/hour velocity within 5 seconds. A few high levels can also move at the speed of light, or even faster. This feat is not without any ill effects however, as it will affect the body because of the late displacement of molecules.