I only remember having 2 sleep paralysis throughout my life, and yeah it was weird at first cause I had no idea what the hell was going on, my immediate response at that time was, “holy shit, ghosts are in my bedroom o_o;!” but as soon as I found out what it was, it stopped being weird… rather, it was kind of cool :D
Things are so different from what you thought it would be like. After a while I guess I just stop believing and shit just comes tumbling down.
I hate talking to people who I know really well, and it feels like they’re total strangers during the conversation.
Sometimes, It sucks to know that you’re best isn’t good enough. It sucks to know that no matter how hard you put effort into something, reality is gonna hit, and you’ll realize at that moment and tell yourself, “what the fuck have I been doing all this time?”
Super glue can fix shiet like crazy. I don’t even know why I never contemplated on using super glue to fix things before. A couple hours ago, I super glued this one little piece on my clarinet back. And now I think Ima get back to playing it, since it’s all fixed and whatnot haha. On a side note, I found my new addiction; Dark chocolate (acai) covered blueberries. It’s hecka delicious, only second to nutella, that is.
I heard acai is “healthier” too :O
Now I don’t have to wear my sweater or freeze my butt off whenever I plan on going to the gym :)
I lost my motivation for what I thought mattered.
To ease the daily bullshit. Somewhat.