I’m done with bitching and crying about how crappy this place is. It’s time I take control and keep steady. I’ve been practicing recently, and I’m getting the hang of certain aspects of the job. Hopefully soon enough, I’ll get to work and make some cash for college, til then, I have to maintain high spirits for the future ahead of me.
It was way less than what I expected after coming here, but yup. Here I am, in an island that’s not even part of U.S.A. apparently, and with this burning weather, I really can’t find much time to enjoy myself here. Anyhow, when I got a ride back to the place where my mom is, it feels like the Philippines all over again, with ghetto-ass neighborhood and all. There’s not even much to shop here, considering the biggest “mall” they have is K-Mart, so there goes my personal goal of going on a shopping spree since all the clothes they have aren’t really my kind of style, and with that, the surgery as well. Really doubt there’s any surgeons here who can do that -_-;. So yeah, here I am indeed, away from the states, DFO, maybe LoL. Today’s probably the last day I’m gonna bother calling people, or at least for a long while. I just get bad gut feelings all over after the call is done and especially from what my mom just told me 4 hours ago, I don’t really think I’m in the mood for anything but music. It’s funny how of all people, shit never fails to pile up on me one after another.